self-diagnosis

I've determined there is a CID disorder (Compulsive Impulsive Behavioral Disorder), and I have it. When I get stressed out I have an impulsive (often irrational idea), then I become fixated on it and talk myself into it, until I am compelled to do them, even though I can reasonably think of why I shouldn't. So, clearly, I'm on my way to full-scale pathology.

or, perhaps, I'm subconsciously bored and this is the way it surfaces. But, disorders are more handy.