anticipation

There is an unopened email in my inbox, it arrived around noon today but I am too nervous to open it as it would mean either a closed or open door of the future. I don't know when I'll open it, but I don't feel ready yet. It probably has less to say then I suppose, but I believe God has more to speak before I see the plan.

I've begun learning French and am thankful for my Latin training as it makes sense of the conjugations and forms. My kitchen counter is littered with note-cards and the air is filled with snippets of French conversation and my repetitions.

Lately, I've been studying the Bible with a renewed hunger, particularly Genesis, its stories draw me in and seem always full of new applications and new life.